Everythings changing and I don't really know what to think of it.
All those times you look back on things and say how much you miss them... would you go back to them? After everything that's already changed around you?
Sometimes I look back and think about how happy I was at one point, but how different I was as a person. As you grow, your perception on situations changes. Maybe you stressed over things that weren't really important then, but now you are focused on what's really significant and what will really be important in the long run. I kind of feel like i'm the only one really focused on the future sometimes. I feel different then other people,
I don't mind being alone. I don't mind relaxing in my own thoughts. Just because i'm quiet doesn't mean i'm upset.
I want so much. I want to be, I want to do, I want to see I want to freaking create stuff.
I feel so stuck in this same spot yet I know my actions are what is going to determine my future.
I really do have so much to say but no body to really listen. Well maybe a few people, but they don't really care all that much.
You see, everyones focused on their own lives too much to really be 100 percent involved in another's. But what people fail to understand is that it's OKAY. It's okay to not know every little detail about someone, about what they just did or who they spoke to. people who want to know everything just end up judging you. That's what I think.
There are some things that only you can understand. For example, you might have done something that everyone else would see as wrong, but it may have been so right to you.
Over the mountain I see the bright sunshine, and I want to live inside the globe.
I wanna go to a place where I am nothing and everything, I wanna go to a place where time has no consequences.
It's not that I don't care, but right now these walls are closing in on me. I need to find a place where I can breath.
where money means nothing, and love means everything.
Have you ever wanted to just have a conversation with a random person at starbucks? Just a complete stranger, and see what there lives are like, what their concerns are and how they live. It's so interesting to analyze the way people think and how different they are. We only know ourselves, we only know our minds. Imagine: you're driving and you see a bunch of cars passing you by. Who are they? Where are they going? Everybody has a story and I want to know it.
So when I look back on those things I miss I realize that a long with myself, aspects of those memories have changed as well. That person you were with has changed too. It would never be the same. The best way to look at it is to embrace it for what it was and to move on.
Sometimes I long for a moment to come back to me but then....why? I'm happy where I am. If I hadn't messed up a couple of times along the way, then I would never be where I am now.
Memories that are worth keeping will never fade.
People change, I am changing.
All those times you look back on things and say how much you miss them... would you go back to them? After everything that's already changed around you?
Sometimes I look back and think about how happy I was at one point, but how different I was as a person. As you grow, your perception on situations changes. Maybe you stressed over things that weren't really important then, but now you are focused on what's really significant and what will really be important in the long run. I kind of feel like i'm the only one really focused on the future sometimes. I feel different then other people,
I don't mind being alone. I don't mind relaxing in my own thoughts. Just because i'm quiet doesn't mean i'm upset.
I want so much. I want to be, I want to do, I want to see I want to freaking create stuff.
I feel so stuck in this same spot yet I know my actions are what is going to determine my future.
I really do have so much to say but no body to really listen. Well maybe a few people, but they don't really care all that much.
You see, everyones focused on their own lives too much to really be 100 percent involved in another's. But what people fail to understand is that it's OKAY. It's okay to not know every little detail about someone, about what they just did or who they spoke to. people who want to know everything just end up judging you. That's what I think.
There are some things that only you can understand. For example, you might have done something that everyone else would see as wrong, but it may have been so right to you.
Over the mountain I see the bright sunshine, and I want to live inside the globe.
I wanna go to a place where I am nothing and everything, I wanna go to a place where time has no consequences.
It's not that I don't care, but right now these walls are closing in on me. I need to find a place where I can breath.
where money means nothing, and love means everything.
Have you ever wanted to just have a conversation with a random person at starbucks? Just a complete stranger, and see what there lives are like, what their concerns are and how they live. It's so interesting to analyze the way people think and how different they are. We only know ourselves, we only know our minds. Imagine: you're driving and you see a bunch of cars passing you by. Who are they? Where are they going? Everybody has a story and I want to know it.
So when I look back on those things I miss I realize that a long with myself, aspects of those memories have changed as well. That person you were with has changed too. It would never be the same. The best way to look at it is to embrace it for what it was and to move on.
Sometimes I long for a moment to come back to me but then....why? I'm happy where I am. If I hadn't messed up a couple of times along the way, then I would never be where I am now.
Memories that are worth keeping will never fade.
People change, I am changing.
