Give me change

Oh God, please give me a change. I've been waiting, in this non moving sea for a little current to push me on my way, but I am stuck. Although I see currents next to me, passing by me in the most nonchalant way possible... but what about me? I want to move on, I want to experience, to explore, to see things, hear things, BE things. I feel like i'm this glowing orb of potential that is just dormantly waiting for a freaking plate tectonic to shift in my mind and cause an earthquake and a tsunami in my brain and then maybe i'll be sane again.